So yesterday the sheer frustration of not having a job really got to me. It was not good. I was very shouty and angry. It's really starting to get to me that I don't have a job. I'm not dealing with having literally nothing to do all day. I am still in fact in bed as I write this because I really can't think so somewhere better I could be.
Barely slept last night, my back decided to seize up and spasm. This only happens when I'm really stressed out. Joyful.
As much as I've been trying to be optimistic, yesterday saw the beginning of week 5 of the job hunt, and that knocked me. Never in my life have I waited this long to have a job. I haven't even had an interview yet. All I do is sit on the Internet searching for places to send application forms or CV and send them. And then hear nothing back or get rejected.
I'm really tired of this now, for health purposes someone please employee me now.
As much as I can totally relate, it's something I think every graduate faces these days, and I'm not sure what to attribute it to, I'll keep my eye out for you Luce if I spot anything remotely relevant on my searches I will throw it back to you.
ReplyDeleteI can really appreciate where you're coming from at the moment, I started my job hunt a year back when I started my third year, I am now hoping that the company that will employ me get their contracts. I've got a string of hope in the darkness, But just keep grasping onto those strings and trying to build bridges. It's not easy, but the more you do it, the less painful those rejections become haha.
Take care. Tx
Thanks Tom, I'm not too worried about the rejections, it's the not knowing of the ones that don't get back to me that's annoying at the moment. Have just invested in a desk chair so I can actually sit at my computer at home and do work properly. Rather than getting annoyed evey 5 minutes that I can't sit down at it.
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